Meh

Summer vacation for a few weeks now so schools are out, and I have no job until the 2nd semester starts. So I've been idle for quite some time, and that is never good. 3 days max is fine but ugh I just can't be left alone with my thoughts for this long. I am now antsy, and doubting everything. I feel lost again. I know I have a goal when I went here. I should just remind myself of that. I know it will take time. It's just ... I'm getting tired of the waiting, though I also know I should be outting in more effort in lots of things, especially with studying. *Sigh* At this point I just want lots of money to buy whatever I want, and to travel. But, alas, I am but a low-tier working class migrant with no security. UGH.