Saturday, April 08, 2006

wala lang

Yahoo! Parang ang payat ko sa pic na 'to!--parang lang.

Little Janggeum and me.

Daming tao!!! WOOHOO!!! This event was a happy one.


I'm sad because even during Saturdays I have a lot to do and I don't have much time to blog anymore (not that I write lengthy and impressive entries)... And I'd been busy. darn.

Lady Ham

It's all Lady Han's fault.
I, plus two other officemates are competing to lose weight. We checked our weights (OFFICIAL! With the supervision of a nurse! san ka pa? karir to!) and computed how much we had to lose. Secret na lang ang exact figures. hehe ^.^ tinawag namin ang patimpalak na ito bilang "Pinoy Biggest Loser" (from the foreign tv show Biggest Loser with almost the same concept)
Iba-iba timbang namin kaya iba iba din ang dapat namin i-lose, kaya nag settle kami sa 20 lbs. EACH sa loob ng tatlong buwan. Naganap ang lahat ng ito nung March 3. Kanya kanyang kariran na ang naganap. Pag dating ni Lady Han...natigil ang lahat ng pagdi-diyeta dahil lahat ngarag, kailangan ng energy, kailangan kumain...hanggang sa napakain na ako ng napakain ng tuluyan at hindi na ako bumalik sa pag dyeta.
April 3. Official timbangan ulit. SHET MEYN! ako ang pinaka konting na lose!!! After all my efforts!!! (anong effort pinagsasasabi mo dyan ha!?) 3 lbs lang anubayun! tapos pati yung mga hindi kasali nag timbang. PUSANGGALA naman pati sila nag lose at mas malalaki pa nabawas sa timbang nila. Shetness.

Kaya ngayon...i need more effort!!! Fighto-OH!

Ichi Ritoru No Namida

I bought the recently-concluded series from a friendly neighborhood pirate.
WHATSUP!?!? The title was a warning. I think I really cried a liter of tears. I was so hooked on it that one night I slept really late because I didn't want to stop watching. I was crying all the while. So I woke up late the next morning with puffy eyes. It was so bad. I had to come in late and make up an excuse. "Allergy po, namaga buong muka ko kanina, baka po sa chicken."
liar liar pants on fire.

What if...

I recently had the chance to interact with my former officemates. There's this one certain person who said he loved me (geesh, he has a wife and kids). I avoided contact with him so it wouldn't be hard on him, he might like me again (at wala siyang mapapala sa akin). AT BIGLA AKONG NAPAISIP... What if ganun pala ang ginagawa NIYA sa akin? He's being cruel to be kind (in the right measure, cruel to be kind it's a very good sign, cruel to be kind means that i love you beeeeeeeyyyybeeh you gotta be cruel to be kahind) . Diba? Could it be possible?
Napaisip din ako. When I learned that the girl had read my post in friendster before the Bula getaway and warned HIM that I wrote all those lovey-dovey posts about HIM, at first I was pissed <"Kaya pala niya ako iniiwasan!">. Ngunit napagnilay-nilayan ko... did she see me as a factor in their relationship? She isn't the friendster-type of person (or so they want others to think), yet she logged on using someone else's account and bothered to read my post, she probably checked my profile too, maybe to check if I had written other deluded thoughts about his non-boyfriend boyfriend . Why did she have to warn him about me? nakakatawa, akala ba niya psychotic stalker ako? Did she not trust her NBFBF around me?
And looking farther down memory lane...I figured HE wouldn't have acted the way he did, e.g. paggawa sa akin bilang personal niyang unan etc, if he didn't like me. I believe he already knew how I felt, but as long as I did not say anything to confirm it, wala lang. Okay lang. Normal lang. Hinayaan niyang halayin ko siya. heehee
Ganun din kasi ako eh. Hangga't wala kang sinasabi, wala yun, iniisip ko lang na baka ganun, obviously ganon pero hangga't di mo inaaamin wala yun. Hindi kaya ganun ang nangyari?
Anyway, tapos na yun.

Problema ko ngayon itong si former officemate. Parang hindi lumipas ang ilang buwan.

ILUSYONADA!!!

na open na naman ang option to go abroad. napapisip ako, alam kong makabubuti sa akin ang pag alis. pero hindi ko alam kung kaya ko. malulungkot ako ng lubusan... ang tanging magandang kalalabasan ng pag alis e mapapalapit ako sa lokasyon ni NBFBF.