RIGHT NOW
My voice is so hoarse right now!!! I can't sing...it sounds so funny!!! hahaha ^_^ I don't think it's because of shouting so much last night (more of that in a while)...I think I'm going to have a flu in the next few days. My voice never got hoarse because of shouting and this doesn't usually happen so I'm excited right now. Weird huh?
Right now, I am in the office. It's a Saturday. I went home at 4 am earlier. It's now 10 am. I am sleepy.
I said in my last post that I want to update this as often as I can, I was excited....But I got a job and I got kinda busy... so there. An excuse.
They blocked Friendster and YM here in the office. So typical. Do they know that employees can waste time not just on Friendster? Like blogging. It takes more time. Hah.
LAST NIGHT
OH.MY.GOD.
I saw the poster for it two weeks ago. I was wondering if I'd like to go, I've never gone there. I've heard so many scary stories. Blood, Riot, Groping. Val, of course, knew about it. He texted me and asked if I was planning on going. I said it depends if I have money, the ticket isn't cheap after all. My money ran out days ago and I learned that I'll be getting my first salary on Monday pa. But God wanted me to be there... The day came. I already texted Val that I don't have any money so I'm not going, but there was a tiny spark of hope that I can still find a way. When I got to the office I asked people if they knew anyone from NU. Negative. One officemate who used to work for a recording compamy told me that she knows of someone who knew someone from NU. Bomalabs! Komplikadong koneksyon yun! So the day went on, I was already planning to go out with Erik to watch Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros. Just then an angel came... She's the friend of my officemate who knows someone from NU. We were introduced, we were talking about the Ultraelectromagnetic Jam concert that I also missed. She was like "Sana sinabi mo idinaan sana kita sa backstage"...Hello ngayon lang tayo nagkakilala diba? Anyway, my officemate told her:
Ofcm8: Ayan baka may kakilala ka sa NU? Naghahanap pa kaninang umaga yan (me) eh!
Frnd: Ah yung rock awards? Punta ako dun mamaya eh.
So at this point I thought she'll tell me, "Hanapin mo na lang ako dun mamaya ipasok kita." But no, she presented me with a ticket/invite... "O ayan. Punta ka"
UKINNAM! NA ACHIEVE KO RIN ANG NU ROCK AWARDS!!!! HAYUP!
Even if I was so hungry, had diarrhea, dehydrated, tired (stood up from 2030 to 0030), sweating like a pig, feet got stepped on a million times, was in the middle of the mosh pit, shielding my boobs with my life, et cetera et cetera, I still had a blast!!!
I haven't been to so many rock concerts or such (even gigs!) so it was really a great experience for me! 16 bands performed and Cueshit wasn't there!!! And when their name was mentioned (as a nominee) people booed. Yeah. I was one of those who booed. Great!
Really, it was such a great night for OPM bands!! The best performances, I would have to say, are Bamboo's opening (Hallelujah), Kamikazee's Chicsilog (so funny!!), and of course...my beloved Radioavtive Sago Project's medley of top OPM songs this year. It was soooooo good! Pochoy (???) of Dicta License is sooooooo gwapo in person... and Champ too... sige na nga, si Yael na rin... ~sigh~
There were riots but the bouncers were fast so there wasn't much damage to the peaceful crowd. It's just sad that there were celphone snatchers, but some were caught.
It was also a night for Orange and Lemons and Junior Kilat (they both took home two or more, i think, awards).
Oh, how could I forget, Mig Ayesa was there and performed two songs, with The Dawn (BTW, did you know that Buddy Zabala is their new bassist??).
looking forward to next year's rock awards.
GIMIK KA DYAN! BINGO!
I never really "dance". I'm not really inclined to trance, house and such kinds of music. But when I went out with Erik, Hide, and Silvi last Saturday, I was actually having fun!! I guess it was the "dancing" part that I did, not so much the music (but it's okay, I can take it), and probably the alcohol. Harhar. I got home at 5 am (i think)... my father and aunt Joanna was already up. Given the fact that I got home at 3 am the night before, I knew they'd be pissed. Shit! I went home at 4 earlier this morning...my mom noticed...she texted me "We need to talk, this has gone far enough. I, and even your father, am not happy with what you're doing"
OKAY. BINGO.
No night outs this week then. Maybe until Friday.
ME, MYSELF and I
I have a very low self esteem (although, I think it's okay to know where exactly you stand in the social scale and at least you know the truth that you are not really pretty instead of convinving yourself otherwise, niloloko mo lang sarili mo diba? twisted, I know. But it works for me.) So I don't really know how to react when I'm being complimented.
TEORYA NI INNA
Do you know that your ideal partner is your equal in some ways? Pretty girls end up with gwapo guys. Some pretty girls end up wtih panget guys but the panget guy is either influential, famous or rich. You choose the person who share your same beliefs, or have the same upbringing, or values. Basta pantay.
A PUBLIC APOLOGY TO HER MAJESTY QUEEN
Sorry for 'dropping' you months ago. I was so pressured with work and I felt like you were demanding too much time/attention from me, that I just stopped responding to your text messages etc. I don't feel good doing that and I'm really sorry. And I was also shocked with your, ummm, relationships then (you know naman that I'm miss goody two shoes) and I guess I was overwhelmed. Sorry talaga. And I'm sorry that you had that one good relationship pero nawala. Oh well, ganyan talaga ang buhay. May nawawala, may darating. Just wait patiently.
I thought you knew who B was!! Practically the whole class know already, and I wasn't really discreet about my feelings for him. I think I told you back then, maybe you just forgot. Si B ay ang unang may apelyidong nagmumula sa letrang D kung alphabetical. Sa pagitan ni DJ at Dan if I'm not mistaken. Alam mo na? Malamang ka-row mo siya madalas.
