putang ina

as if this day couldn't get any worse.

i hate it hate it hate it.

i've been depressed the whole week.
i've been lethargic.
i've been eating more than i should (but can't be compared to rea's LOL).
my skin is fucking breaking out. it's the first time i have three pimples on my ugly face.
i've, again, thought about that. ooh. dark.
twilight sucked. i hated kirsten (however you spell her name) 's acting and i am disturbed by rob's chest hair.
and now i fucking hate my job. i'm not so happy with my boss. yeah boss is enjoyable and fun sometimes but ... yeah.
yeah and i think i'm really sick but i don't want to go see a doctor. or tell my mom.
i'm going to pay for gym that I didn't go to this month because.. MAMA KASI!!!!
i bought Microsoft Vista for 5,400. credit card.
i should pay for the smart fucking bro that kuya PROMISED to pay. last year pa.
i want to buy a dslr but can't! because i have so much to pay for!
the whole goddamn world is in recession and there are terrorist attacks in India!
ryo is so fucking hot and i will never ever be able to have sex with him. wait, i will never ever get to have sex with any man.




why am i stuck in such a loser phase? gaaaaaahhhh

i want to escape.
i want to cry. fuck it. i can't yet, i'm still in the office.
i wanted to go to the NU rock awards. :(
i couldn't. BECAUSE OF MY BELOVED WORK.
it's really manageable IF only it was properly distributed. pag walang gagawin, totally walang gagawin. pag meron todo todo naman at sabay-sabay.
hay. life.


di bale. ilang taon na lang.